“At your darkest hours, he will beside you not above you. ” -F.D
Posted 1 month ago
I don’t know what to do..
My mom was getting mad at my dog and said something about making him this place in the backyard where he can live .. like outside, and so I said you can’t do that because he is only 4 months old. Then my sister just comes in and goes you can’t let him go on walks too, even though I took him out a few times already and so she keeps going on about how dogs need to be a certain age and she said something about 6-7 months and I said no it doesn’t matter and she’s like he’s not allowed outside he needs to be 6 months old to. and so I said you don’t know anything about dogs, you don’t even like clifford , you’re scared of him and that I can take him out whenever I want. And that’s when we argue. back and fourth back and fourth and then she says something about me not being the dog master like saying I don’t know anything about dogs or something stupid like that and then she goes I have to clean his shit and piss when he goes washroom, I have to clean it not her, not my mom, not anyone else, but me and she says because it’s my dog. It’s my brothers dog OKAY, and she says I have to it clean up and look after him and when I said it’s not my dog, she says I have to clean it because I love him the most. WTF. and at this point I’m just holding my dog and she’s getting like food and bringing it into her room back and fourth and then my mom gets into it and says that when I was getting clifford out of his bed I put my hand down and it went into his pee and then my mom thought it was funny to bring that up but it wasn’t because then my sister called me like a dumbass or something and so I go you’r a dumbass and then that’s when she punched me near the neck and since I was sitting down on the floor I took any shot I could get so I hit her back near the thighs and then she punches me, punches me multiple times near the shoulder while I’m holding my dog and she punches the dog too so I’m like you punched clifford you idiot and shes like i don’t care and carries on punching me and my mom got involved and stopped her I swore ” FUCK YOU ALL, FUCKING IDIOT” something like that and grabbed my dog and went into a room and leaned against it, so no one could come in. It would have been fine just me and my sister getting mad at eachother like always, it always happens, but my mom had to bring something up about the dog and leads it to me on the floor with my dog in my arms getting hit. then my mom is like knocking on the door and is saying let me in and like wtf do you need in that room and so I don’t say anything and she likes to keep going on and on and repeating the EXACT same thing but in different words over and over, and she talks about how she’s going to give my dog away so I get even angrier because she’s saying all that stuff and so she comes again and tries to open it but I’m pushing it so she can’t so she tells my stupid sister to help her open it and so she pushes it and I’m pushing also because why the hell would you want someone to come in while your crying? when she makes her way in pushing and yelling she grabs my shirt and pulls it, gets in and I scream, and my mom comes in doing NOTHING like why the fuck did you come in for, come in to see me cry WTF. and so I scream and go get the fuck out fuck you alll go to hell and such idek and then she punches me even more then leaves. like what the fuck my mom pretty much made my sister open up the door so she can beat me even more. and now I’m really mad at both, then my mom, keep blabbing about how clifford is going to be thrown outside like letting him go.. saying all this stupid stuff that was pissing me off and so I go to sleep and then I hear my brother like knocking and banging on the door saying open it but he can’t because I put a chair there against the drawer so really you can’t even open it that much, it was a small room so.. yeah and then he woke me up and he stopped trying and I just went back to sleep, so obviously they were saying stuff while I was in the room.. then my dog was scratching on the door trying to get out but I don’t let him and then my little brother tries to open the door to let him out but he can’t so my mom yells at him and goes stop trying oh she can stay inside there with the dog so he can piss and shit in there blah blah blah. and so I’m still sleeping but my dog keeps scratching and it’s pretty annoying and so I move the chair a little so it could be possible for someone to come open the door a bit so the dog can go outside but my little brother didn’t try anymore because of what my mom said. then until like 11 at night I could hear my mom go let us in so we can sleep my little brother and her and she opens it and I just lie there. I’ve been in the room for like 12 hours because I got out at 3:22 am and I went into the room around 4pm.. then here it is..I think it was tuesday when it happend and ever since I haven’t talked to my mom or sister at all , AT ALL, I’m used to not talking to my sister but my mom… it’s weird I haven’t talked to her in like 3 days. I’m only 15 and it’s not a good relationship with my mom right now. I/ we always talk the next day always , always but not this time.. I don’t know what to do..I can’t really forgive her, I don’t want to. ughhhhhhhhh idk.
Posted 3 months ago
February 20th 2012 <3
I got a puppy!<3
I love him already! lol
woo! A new loved one in the family!
well, his name is Clifford.
He was born on December 1st 2011
gahhhhh he is so cute!
yeah.. lol he’s a shi-pom!
hehe. <3
Posted 3 months ago
happy family day!
I love my family so much, even though at times I get annoyed or even angry about their presence, I love them and nothing can change that, it’s unconditional love. I regret every negative or disrespectful thing I have done towards them, I love them so much, every one of them. I can never have a greater loving family than my own. Take nothing for granted. Give them everything they deserve because you should be proud and happy that you are here and that you can live. <3
Love your family, love everyone, and anyone who has cared for you. Be thankful. Love is SO MUCH louder. Show your love and care everyday because…
“You never really know what you got until it’s gone.”
Posted 3 months ago
Posted 3 months ago
Fairy tales do not tell children that dragons exist. Children already know that dragons exist. Fairy tales tell children that dragons can be killed.
G.K Chesterton
-Hotch
-Hotch
Posted 3 months ago
If men could only know each other, they would neither idolize nor hate.
Elbert Hubbard
-Gideon
-Gideon
Posted 3 months ago
Delay is the deadliest form of denial.
British Historian C. Northcote Parkinson
-Morgan
-Morgan
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rants..emotional quotes.. paragraphs.. sentences lol..
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Is it.. wrong?
